Monday, April 13, 2020
On the last day we hung out, I remember vividly that the radio was playing Adele's Someone Like You. It was really apt, as though some divine power was telling us we would find our other halves like each other in our separate paths.
It's been almost 9 months since we've parted but there's this bitterness deep within that doesn't seem to go away. I don't know why I'm feeling this way - so helpless, I've never felt this way before.
I've tried very hard but I make negligible progress in moving on. I've tried seeing new people, but I still feel scarred to be able to open myself up again. I just can't seem to find someone who makes me feel the same. "Nevermind I'll find someone like you", I'm not sure if I can ever say this confidently.
Please be safe. Xx
12:03 AM
Till we meet again..